I WANT

some people want it all~

but i don want anything~

I need a job

and this

wrong

so wrong

wrong person

wrong mood

wrong feelings

wrong place

wrong timing

wrong seat

wrong face

wrong conversation

wrong number

wrong shop

wrong drink

wrong food

wrong YOU

but the right heart

so what?

梦

I was thinking bout her

I was thinking bout me

I was thinking bout us

What we gonna be?

Open my eyes

It was just a dream

neal 死心啦

..........

..........

哦

回家

回到了家了

马来西亚

哈哈哈

一下机就一直complain

什么都可以complain一轮

回到了家

见到了家人

有一点怪怪的

不什么习惯

一直很想出来找朋友

尤其是以前就很熟和最进在Adelaide熟的朋友

其实在Adelaide也没有几多朋友拉

哈哈哈

就那几个

突然没有跟他们生活有点.......

ermmm

空空的

有机会一定要跟他们多聚一聚

然后

就新年快乐啦！！

昨晚真的还蛮不错的

应该要有更多这种聚会

哈哈

解放

学会放下是精彩，

学会放弃是收获……

放下，

是一种心态的选择；

放下，

是一门心灵的学问；

放下，

是一种生活的智慧……

放下压力，

获得轻松；

放下烦恼，

获得快乐；

放下自卑，

获得自信；

放下懒惰，

获得充实；

放下消极，

获得进取；

放下抱怨，

获得舒坦；

放下犹豫，

获得潇洒；

放下狭隘，

获得自在…

重要

什么最重要？

自己开心最重要？

关心的人开心最重要？

一直困扰着我

在心里

虽然不会影响到心外面的东西

可是还在找着那平衡点

麻痹？

想哭

来试探自己麻痹了没

全世界好只有我疲惫

无所谓

反正难过就敷衍走一回

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰

会不会

让我忘了你是谁

累不累？

睡不睡？

单影无人相依偎

邻居

哈哈

其实不知道eh

感觉上你最近很emo

我也不懂要如何跟开口问你怎么了

反正你也会说你没事

我只想跟你说

我一直都在你个隔壁啊

有没有事都可以找我

就好像你跟我说的

“I'm always here for you"

=)

所以

我是个男的

我有肩膀，虽然高了点

我有双耳朵，虽然有时听不清楚

我有双眼睛，看到你的表情

懂maaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

BEST FRIEND MA

shadow

if there is no one in the heart

everything will be okay

even you're all alone by yourself

if there is a shadow of someone in the heart

it will be very pathetic

all your heart will be only looking for the someone

blindly and disappointed

though there will be still some pleasant moment in it

if there is a someone living in the heart

that will be another completely different story

hah!

today my feelings got deeper

i don't know whether it is right for me right now

but I feel how I feel

I wanna keep it right now

hmmmmm..

SO

today's conclusion

is that

I

hahahahasssssssss

very much

let's hope good things happen!

ADIOS~

如果

如果

我可以牵着她的手到处逛逛

冷的时候抱着她

她烦的时候我能随时帮忙

她伤心时就在她那支持她

她开心时看着她笑

她生气时做她出气筒

想说话时说说心事

照顾她，也被她照顾

随传随到

时时都想着要找她

可是不会一直找她

学煮菜，有时下厨煮给她吃

她也可以有时煮给我吃

她要知道的东西都让他知道

她不想说的东西我不想听

认识他的朋友，喜欢她的朋友

记得她喜好，讨厌的

天天都给她一个大大的笑容

尽我全力得逗她笑

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

以上纯属本人想象，若有看了不能够接受

sorry lo

哈

是她

就是她

心照咯

不用问咯

也不要乱讲咯

bye

huh!?

I'm lucky enough to know everything

so that I know who fucking tell LIES

who tells the truth

your amazing~

Oh her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

:D :) :| :\ :( :'( :'C

i can be cheered very easily

hahaha

so fast and so deep

??

erm

yeah

positive!

improve improve only first la!

what also don't think!

and better focus on your studies also eh!

ya la

I X X X la

cannot meh!?

pointless

but don ignore la hahaha

-_-

I need to talk

anyone

especially my brothers

I have feelings too

why its like nobody bothers

fuck it

I'm gonna talk to myself

想

天

第一次看到，不错

后来，依然不错

再后来，哇哇哇

后后来，惊艳

然后就，内外都不错

再然后，开始想了

接下来

睡前想

起来想

出去想

回来想

吃饭想

喝茶想

自闭想

热闹想

忙着想

闲着想

开心想

emo想

无时无刻想

可惜

HAIH

死啦

中毒

慢慢

深入

DIU LO

使

AUS

Its been a month already eh

At first, I'm not that homesick although I prefer Malaysia more la

but life here is unbelievably relax and sleepy

and all of the above I have already type it in months ago

now continue la ha

hmmm..

I'm still relaxing here, listening to music and waiting for my housemate to wake up and?

dinner?

don't know

recently, I can't sleep well because I starting to feel that my bed is too small for me

then I will start to think of something, a lot of things

AND THOSE ARE SECRETS HAHA

i wanna interrupt this blog a while

"I know that this might sound crazy cause you don't know my name"

"But we can't, we can't tell the future, no"

alright finish interrupting

here we go again,

feelings are coming again

and hmmmm

you know you can neal

fucking face your fear!

SCREW DRIVER, SPANNER, HAMMER

i feel like continue another time

wordless now haha

SEE YA

感受

我今天说实话

真的有失望，难受，不是很开心

为什么要睡迟

虽然我知道只能怪我自己

我也不能怪你们啦

就

我也不知道

当你们说你们都不去时

真的有失望

真的做什么都没趣了

就算去唱也不会爽，不会开心

我前晚还真的满怀期待的

想说，

uni 和 平时 的好朋友都会见到

我会难受是因为

在这里的时日已经不多了

想找你们相处多些

不管是uni或旧朋友

尤其是uni

知道以后都很难在见面了

所以想珍惜

短短的一两年

我们就那么要好了

在uni里我有另一面的我

所以和你们在一起有开心

其实我都不想skip class 的

可是我真的很sohai地睡迟

在学校还蛮开心的

可惜不会再有机会了

今天最后一堂

没去

我很想吊我自己

我一起来就很不爽自己

妈的！！！！FUCK YOU THING JEN WEI

我

想

见

你

们

全

部

现在，最近，近况，相变

已经不想被这种思想拘束了

放得下也是男子汉

算了吧

一切都有点难

我真的有很ego下

会很不服气

会想要一鸣惊人

会想表现

会lan yeng

会计较

计较我是会改的

要努力啊！！

在每个方面

自己

家人

女人

朋友

钱

地球