现在，最近，近况，相变

已经不想被这种思想拘束了

放得下也是男子汉

算了吧

一切都有点难

我真的有很ego下

会很不服气

会想要一鸣惊人

会想表现

会lan yeng

会计较

计较我是会改的

要努力啊！！

在每个方面

自己

家人

女人

朋友

钱

地球

忧郁

其实也没有好忧郁的

我没有什么好损失的

i got nothing to lose

because

I GOT NOTHING

i wish

i wish

i could have

a girl

beside

ME

haha

GOTCHA!

expression

HOW CAN I FUCKING EXPRESS MY FEELINGS!!!???

DAMN

why?

nothing happened

but i feel like crying

change!

I wanna challenge myself to break some of my freaking bad habits

which are lazy to work out

lazy to take care of my health

lazy to finish work early

SO! FROM NOW ON

ALL THESE WILL BE TRANSFORMED INTO

work out harder

be healthier

have my work done earlier!!

words

words are like weapons.

and sometimes they are really weapons

which could be harmful to people, things, relationships and whatsoever

so, from now on

I will try my best to talk about things which are true, with love and positivity

I do not wanna hurt anyone anything any relationships between anyone

words can cause war, i mean REAL WAR

and

I shall

stop assuming

stop taking anything personally

anything from others is just nothing to myself

I want to be a HAPPY man

PURE man

REAL man